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G U N T H R O A T E D ;
summer. 23. chinese american. denver/new york/taipei. morning news producer. sometimes writer.
keep calm and carry on
Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 6:46:00 AM
today i will...
① unpack and get those suitcases OFF MY FLOOR
② watch season finale of lost
③ write something
④ drop by to see teddy/ivo before they leave for china tmr
⑤ go shopping with daren and louise
⑥ go to dinner at dimsum with daren and louise
⑦ keep busy
i will not...
① WORRY.
② make myself sick with anxiety.
③ have an anxiety attack.
④ dwell on it.
⑤ think it's the end of the world if i don't get it.
⑥ cry, under ANY circumstances.
⑦ feel sorry for myself longer than fifteen minutes.
pleasepleaseplease. i'm not admitting to myself how much i want this because i have an unsettling ache in my stomach that tells me already that i didn't get it. WE WILL BE OKAY, OKAY? NO MATTER WHAT. SNAP. OUT OF IT.
mood_ conflicted and anxious and trying not to be
music_ airplanes (ft. hayley williams) - b.o.b
crave_ blah don't want to think about it
Labels: anxiety, internship, to-do list