things i did today.

8:00 pm_ wake up. ohhhh yes, i woke up at 8 pm after falling asleep at around noon because my internal clock is still messed up. i am pretty sure my body wants to just dropkick me to the nearest military school or perhaps hospital psych ward where i can get help for this problem.
8:20 pm_ shower
8:40 pm_ feel rejuvenated, pull out my bio text and notebook with all intentions of studying for the exam tomorrow.
8:45 pm_ wander downstairs as stomach has started to make noises. find out housemates, two of whom are high, have somehow combined video collections and are marathoning every single marvel/dc comic movie ever. currently on x-men 2. sit down to join them and waste some time as i decide what to eat.
9:00 pm_ order in chinese takeout: lo mein, hot and sour soup, and two brownies because have no energy to cook, no will to look at the stove, and no time gdi because tonight is when i have to buckle down and study >:D! also, pretty sure i've run out of groceries, so i can't make myself anything anyway.
11:30 pm_ tool around on the internet; housemates have moved onto x-men 3
12:45 am_ kelly calls. proceed to gossip on phone for half an hour with intermittent injections of how i really should start studying for my bio test tomorrow.
1:30 am_ housemates move onto x-men origins; wander upstairs and decide that the test can't be that hard since it's only been 3 weeks since the last exam, therefore we can't possibly have covered that much material. discover that there are 8 chapters to read; proceed to flip my shit inside my head. label self as a dead woman and start studying 8(
3:30 am_ wander over to kpopficwank and find a thread that says the only people who enjoy what i (and melissa and lucy) write are on the meme. logically know that they are just pulling shit out of their asses because have plenty of proof otherwise, but proceed to be off-put from studying for the next twenty minutes in favor of finishing off the rest of my noodles and pouting anyway.
3:50 am_ buck up. study some more.
4:45 am_ about halfway through! self-proclaimed study break. amble downstairs to where housemates are now on ironman. pour myself a bowl of honey-nut cheerios and sit down on the couch to watch my favorite part.
5:05 am_ go back upstairs, pull hair out at extra-long chapter, wonder why i didn't inflict this torture upon myself freshman year instead of junior year when my priorities should be focused elsewhere like i dont know MY MAJOR
6:30 am_ studying, studying.
7:20 am_ read this marvelous and witty fic, laugh entirely too much over the last section (“MAGNAE,” screams Jiyong, banging on Seungri’s door loudly, no doubt waking all the other band mates and everyone else who lived on that level, but not caring in the slightest. “MAGNAE, OPEN THIS DOOR. I SWEAR I WON’T HURT YOU.” // “HYUNG,” shouts Seungri. “YOUNGBAE-HYUNG SAID I SHOULD TELL HIM.” // “FUCKING TRAITOR,” shouts Youngbae, and then there is the sound of another door locking.) and then sob a little at the morning light coming through my windows.
8:40 am_ SUCCESS! DONE! fists of triumph, run to the shower.
9:00 am_ read over the parts i have highlighted one last time. contemplate just pulling an all-nighter, but with body's current condition, figure that that is a bad idea and should avoid at all costs. decide that if i ditch first two classes, i can still sleep 5 and a half hours. better than nothing. waste another 20 minutes making a new blog entry about the sad state of my sunday. 8(
9:30 am_ sleep ==''

mood_ drained
music_ the sound of my despair
crave_ summer

Labels: life, queen procrastinator, school